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I need to releash my soul |
Hostnine
| Look i have no idea why im writing this one
i feel like something needs to be lifted from my chest
im not gonna be on for two days
i wanna see how many comments this one gets
But thats not what this is about
Recently i have been acting and feeling different
things i used to think didnt bother me now do
i am bugged by the issue of dating and sex
im bugged about weight
i care about school
i dont even know
theres more like
i cant hate anymore
and yet i regret that i dont like someone
i feel like i cant be trusted
crazy thoughts are going through my mind
and i dont know what to do i beleive
there is a big change on its way
i just dont know what, im not writing this like most people to say
im going to change, cause im guilty of it to
im asking for your help
a message a day reminding me of my goal
by the end of summer i hope to
1.get skinny
2.have a girlfreind
3.decide where im going
4.stop acting like 4 different people
5.and finally, the big one let the people know
now if you read this just post a comment if i know you are behind me, if you just visited to see it, or anything
and please know if you are there for my changes im there for yoursps i couldnt get this to everyone help it spreadeven if i dont know themi can use their support |
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Last Updated ( Thursday, 17 July 2008 )
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